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The list ran through his head. Almost a daily ritual now, the name of every woman who had died by his hand or because of his actions.
“Lifting the veil, he
memorized Desora’s face. She looked as if she were sleeping now. Desora, of the
Musara sept of the Reyn Aiel. So many names. Liah, of the Cosaida Chareen, and
Dailin, of the Nine Valleys Taardad, and Lamelle, of the Smoke Water Miagoma,
and... So many. Sometimes he ran down that list name by name. There was one
name in it he had not added. Ilyena Therin Moerelle. He did not know how LewsTherin had put it there, but he would not have erased it if he knew how.”
Aiel |
Desora |
Members of the Reyn Aiel |
Liah |
Members of the Chareen Aiel |
Members of the Taardad Aiel |
Members of the Miagoma Aiel |
Lews Therin after learning he had killed Illyena his wife |
“The list always began
with Moiraine. That name hurt the most of all, for he could have saved her. He
should have. He hated himself for allowing her to sacrifice herself for him.”
“Each name on Rand’s list
pained him, but that pain was a strange, distant thing now. His feelings were .
. . different since the day he had killed
Semirhage. She had taught him how to bury his guilt and his hurt. She had
thought to chain him, but instead had given him strength. He added her name and
Elza’s name to the list. They didn’t have any right to be there. Semirhage was
less a woman and more a monster. Elza had betrayed him, serving the Shadow all
along. But he added the names. They had as much claim on him for killing them
as any. More, even. He had been unwilling to kill Lanfear to save Moiraine, but
he had used balefire to burn Semirhage out of existence rather than allow
himself to be captured again.”
Semirhage |
Lanfear |
Rand kept obsessing with the
list and the names on it in every book once he started keeping it. Having read the Game of Thrones books first I
couldn’t have but think of Arya and her list every time it came up.
I
believe that Arya’s list is
paying homage to Rand’s list in the Wheel of Time.
Every
night Arya would say their names. “Ser Gregor,” she’d whisper to her stone
pillow. “Dunsen, Polliver, Chiswyck, Raff the Sweetling. The Tickler and the
Hound. Ser Amory, Ser Ilyn, Ser Meryn, King Joffrey, Queen Cersei.”
Arya |
Gregor Clegane |
Polliver |
The Tickler |
The Hound |
Ser Amory |
Ilyn Payne |
Meryn Trant |
King Joffrey |
Queen Cersei |
“Ser Ilyn, Ser Meryn, King
Joffrey, Queen Cersei. Dunsen, Poliver, Raff the Sweetling, Ser Gregor and the
Tickler. And the Hound, the Hound, the Hound.”
“Arya watched and listened
and polished her hates the way Gendry had once polished his horned helm. Dunsen
wore those bull’s horns now, and she hated him for it. She hated Polliver for
Needle, and she hated old Chiswyck who thought he was funny. And Raff the
Sweetling, who’d driven his spear through Lommy’s throat, she hated even more.
She hated Ser Amory Lorch for Yoren, and she hated Ser Meryn Trant for Syrio,
the Hound for killing the butcher’s boy Mycah, and Ser Ilyn and Prince Joffrey
and the queen for the sake of her father and Fat Tom and Desmond and the rest,
and even for Lady, Sansa’s wolf. The Tickler was almost too scary to hate. At
times she could almost forget he was still with them; when he was not asking
questions, he was just another soldier, quieter than most, with a face like a
thousand other men. Every night Arya would say
their names. “Ser Gregor,” she’d whisper to her stone pillow. “Dunsen,
Polliver, Chiswyck, Raff the Sweetling. The Tickler and the Hound. Ser Amory,
Ser Ilyn, Ser Meryn, King Joffrey, Queen Cersei.” Back in Winterfell, Arya had
prayed with her mother in the sept and with her father in the godswood, but
there were no gods on the road to Harrenhal, and her names were the only prayer
she cared to remember.”
Gendry |
Lommy |
Yoren |
Syrio |
Mycah |
Fat Tom |
Sansa and her direwolf Lady |
Winterfell |
Harrenhal |
“It took him only three
days to earn the place of honor in her nightly prayers. “Weese,” she would
whisper, first of all. “Dunsen, Chiswyck, Polliver, Raff the Sweetling. The
Tickler and the Hound. Ser Gregor, Ser Amory, Ser Ilyn, Ser Meryn, King
Joffrey, Queen Cersei.” If she let herself forget even one of them, how would
she ever find him again to kill him?”
“Weese,” Arya whispered
that night as she bent over the tear in her shift. “Dunsen, Polliver, Raff the
Sweetling,” she said, calling a name every time she pushed the bone needle
through the undyed wool. “The Tickler and the Hound. Ser Gregor, Ser Amory, Ser
Ilyn, Ser Meryn, King Joffrey, Queen Cersei.” She wondered how much longer she
would have to include Weese in her prayer, and drifted off to sleep dreaming
that on the morrow, when she woke, he’d be dead.”
“The blind girl rolled
onto her side, sat up, sprang to her feet, stretched. Her bed was a rag-stuffed
mattress on a shelf of cold stone, and she was always stiff and tight when she
awakened. She padded to her basin on small, bare, callused feet, silent as a
shadow, splashed cool water on her face, patted herself dry. Ser Gregor, she
thought. Dunsen, Raff the Sweetling. Ser Ilyn, Ser Meryn, Queen Cersei. Her
morning prayer. Or was it? No, she thought, not mine. I am no one. That is the
night wolf’s prayer. Someday she will find them, hunt them, smell their fear,
taste their blood. Someday.”
“A good day for a death,
she thought. Unbidden, her prayer came to her lips. Ser Gregor, Dunsen, Raff
the Sweetling. Ser Ilyn, Ser Meryn, Queen Cersei. She mouthed the names
silently. In the House of Black and White, you never knew who might be
listening.”
Rand’s
feelings were different after since the day he had killed Semirhage. Will Arya after killing Raff the Sweetling as
noted in the “Mercy” excerpt from the Winds of Winter chapter feel something similar?
Excerpt from the Winds of Winter “Mercy”
excerpt chapter:
He grabbed her wrist.
“I’ll do the teaching. Time for your first lesson.” He pulled her hard against
him and kissed her on the lips, forcing his tongue into her mouth. It was all
wet and slimy, like an eel. Mercy licked it with her own tongue, then broke
away from him, breathless. “Not here. Someone might see. My room’s not far, but
hurry. I have to be back before the second act, or I’ll miss my rape.”
He grinned. “No fear o’
that, girl.” But he let her pull him after her. Hand in hand, they went racing
through the fog, over bridges and through alleys and up five flights of
splintery wooden stairs. The guardsman was panting by the time they burst
through the door of her little room. Mercy lit a tallow candle, then danced
around at him, giggling. “Oh, now you’re all tired out. I forgot how old you
were, m’lord. Do you want to take a little nap? Just lie down and close your
eyes, and I’ll come back after the Imp’s done raping me.”
“You’re not going
anywhere.” He pulled her roughly to him. “Get those rags off, and I’ll show you
how old I am, girl.”
“Mercy,” she said. “My
name is Mercy. Can you say it?”
“Mercy,” he said. “My name
is Raff.”
“I know.” She slipped her
hand between his legs, and felt how hard he was through the wool of his
breeches.
“The laces,” he urged her.
“Be a sweet girl and undo them.” Instead she slid her finger down along the
inside of his thigh. He gave a grunt. “Damn, be careful there, you — “
Mercy gave a gasp and
stepped away, her face confused and frightened. “You’re bleeding.”
“Wha — ” He looked down at
himself. “Gods be good. What did you do to me, you little cunt?” The red stain
spread across his thigh, soaking the heavy fabric.
“Nothing,” Mercy squeaked.
“I never… oh, oh, there’s so much blood. Stop it, stop it, you’re scaring me.”
He shook his head, a dazed
look on his face. When he pressed his hand to his thigh, blood squirted through
his fingers. It was running down his leg, into his boot. He doesn’t look so
comely now, she thought. He just looks white and frightened.
“A towel,” the guardsman
gasped. “Bring me a towel, a rag, press down on it. Gods. I feel dizzy.” His
leg was drenched with blood from the thigh down. When he tried to put his
weight on it, his knee buckled and he fell. “Help me,” he pleaded, as the crotch
of his breeches reddened. “Mother have mercy, girl. A healer… run and find a
healer, quick now.”
“There’s one on the next
canal, but he won’t come. You have to go to him. Can’t you walk?”
“Walk?” His fingers were
slick with blood. “Are you blind, girl? I’m bleeding like a stuck pig. I can’t
walk on this.”
“Well,” she said, “I don’t
know how you’ll get there, then.”
“You’ll need to carry me.”
See? thought Mercy. You
know your line, and so do I.
“Think so?” asked Arya,
sweetly.
Raff the Sweetling looked up sharply as the
long thin blade came sliding from her sleeve. She slipped it through his throat
beneath the chin, twisted, and ripped it back out sideways with a single smooth
slash. A fine red rain followed, and in his eyes the light went out.
“Valar morghulis,” Arya
whispered, but Raff was dead and did not hear. She sniffed. I should have
helped him down the steps before I killed him. Now I’ll need to drag him all
the way to the canal and roll him in. The eels would do the rest.
“Mercy, Mercy, Mercy,” she
sang sadly. A foolish, giddy girl she’d been, but good hearted. She would miss
her, and she would miss Daena and the Snapper and the rest, even Izembaro and
Bobono. This would make trouble for the Sealord and the envoy with the chicken
on his chest, she did not doubt.
She would think about that
later, though. Just now, there was no time. I had best run. Mercy still had
some lines to say, her first lines and her last, and Izembaro would have her
pretty little empty head if she were late for her own rape.
Comments
encouraged. Love to hear the idea’s of others. Most believe that
since I present my idea’s as “fact like” I’m not open to change my viewpoints
which is far from the truth. I simply look at the information presented
and go from there. If you can shine a light on another way of thinking
that opens the door to debate.
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